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...about Mother Nature,
Spirits, Faeries, garden(s), plants, flowers
and pets...
"Yeah, I believe in Fairies
and that they exist...
I mean, they talk to me. Our world is just as real as theirs, do you
know what I mean?"
[June 1992, 'Keyboards',
Germany]
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"I believe in life
force...
and that we can all tap into it. It’s there for anybody and
everybody. We’re all a part of it."
[February 1996, 'KSCA' Radio
Station, US]
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"Let me tell you something about the Faeries...
You go to Ireland. You go someplace like County Cork, where the guys
are maybe twice as big as you. And you diss the Faeries...
You won't have a face left. Because the thing is, those people
understand. If you have a modicum of intelligence, you'd understand
that the faeries were a civilization that they believe was
exterminated... So it's, that's just a term they've put to it, but
it was a race of people. It was a people - the Tuatha de Danaan."
[February 1996, 'KROQ' Radio Station, US]
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"I think that people who can’t believe
in Faeries aren’t worth knowing. Neil [Gaiman]
believes that Faeries have gone beyond cool. They’ve
transcended cool. I just think alternate realities make you a good
writer. If your work is any more than one dimension, you believe in Faeries.
I’m sure I’ll start thinking now about all the people I know who
don’t believe, that I quite like. We can still go have a pint. Not
the Chardonnay, though."
[March 1996, 'Spin', US]
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"It
goes back to studying mythology and really getting fascinated with a
race of people who were driven underground. They were called Faeries
in later lore, but they’ve become this whole caricature. This is
difficult to explain to people, when all they can think about is
Tinkerbell."
[July 1996, 'The Georgia Strait', US]
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"With Poppa, there was Spirit in all things...
You have a relationship with the Spirit World or you have nothing."
[August 1998, 'Details', US]
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"I was in a mood that
day...
We were supposed to be cutting something else, and it wasn't coming
together. Matt [Matt Chamberlain] was running around, but the band
hadn't shown up yet -- meaning Caton [Steve Caton] and Jon [Jon
Evans] hadn't come. And I just had this thing about my garden.
I got a list from my gardener about everything that was in my garden
that was still alive." [on song: 'Dătura']
[1999, Unknown]
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"...I'm talking about
the times when lines have been crossed by men. Men can be dangerous,
like in the song Dătura about how sometimes they can bring
you gold and sometimes they can be the bearer of poison. The plant Dătura
is a hallucinogen and it's like men. If you get the right amount
you'll walk into the garden and become a woman, but if too much
seeps in in the wrong way and at the wrong time - it'll kill
you."
[1999, Unknown]
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"There's
something about this place," Tori Amos whispers...
"Driving out here in the jeep with an ice-cream cone I didn't
run into any ghosts, but it is mystical. There are so many land
secrets. The trees know things..."
...
We're in Cornwall, up the coast from King Arthur's old 'hood--these
days Tori's--sitting on a cliff and staring at the sea which the
wind's doing its darndest to blow us into.
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"You know that story about the Grinch who stole
Christmas?" Tori asks. "How his heart grew 70 times seven
larger that day? When people come down from London, it feels like
that here. And when I'm in a town in the America South, and you're
humming Deliverance because you just know that Uncle Billy is doing
something strange with little Tommy, you think of this place--and
you breathe a little easier knowing you can get back to
it."
[October
1999, 'Mojo', UK]
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I: The song Dătura
that I was having a listen to - I've been reading up on it. Now
apparently you have a herb garden with a list that you run off in
the song Dătura as well.
T: Had.
I: You had? What's happened?
T: You know that Hurricane Irene?
I: Oh yes, did hear about it.
T: Oh, she kicked my butt. My gardener, I had this emergency
message from my gardener, like I get this message in Berlin.
"Your gardener's calling from the tropics - they say it's
tragic." So I'm going to have to go down there and figure it
out. But I've lost everything in the garden except the Datura. (laughs)
Which is a hallucinogen, that's good because then it'll help us get
everything back together again.
I: Fantastic. So do you put together herbal remedies? Do you
concoct natural remedies for things? Like oh, example, we've got a
lot of people who are studying at the moment - they're cramming,
they're stressing. Anything for concentration? Or for creativity? (pause)
Do you mess about with your herbs at all?
T: Uh, no. I have other people to do that. Because it's kind
of tricky stuff. Because honestly, like with Dătura, if you do it
wrong - people have died doing it. So if you get it wrong you could
become brain damaged.
I: Mm. I read that...
T: Some people around me think that I'm brain damaged but I
don't want to take it further. You know?
[November 1999, 'Triple J
Radio', US]
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"Dătura is this
plant...
that if you put too many leaves in to steep --even though it does
have altered-state potential in a big way, like bella donna-- if you
don't steep it correctly, I hope you like to fly..."
[November 1999, 'Pulse
Magazine', US]
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"There’s this wonderful humility that...
happens when you deal with the power of Mother Nature,”
she says. “I think
women can be very much like that. Lionesses are very much like
that—they’re just sitting there sunning, very calm and then some
ridiculous tourist comes and wants to take a picture. Then all they
find is his camera.”
[December 1999, 'Courier
Mail', Australia]
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Tori's Tip on visiting the 'Niagra Falls'...

[2002-2003, 'Scarlet's Web']
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My first pet...
"I had some fish, and I loved them. Once, me and my
friend transported the fish in the back of his car, and they fell
onto the car floor. We got them back in the little bowl, and they
survived for a while after that, so that was a big moment. But they
didn't survive my apartment."
[October 2002, 'Boyz', UK]
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"Playing live gives me
energy in itself...
There's a frequency that music offers if you're able to tap into it
and it really is like an elixir that I haven't experienced in any
other form."
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"Putting that aside, I have a disciplined regimen and found what
works for me with eating and how to prepare myself mentally. There
is a spiritual side to a daily like that can really support you,
even if it's a quiet moment you take to take in say how beautiful
the day is and the gifts that Mother Nature gives us.
It's about recognizing the creative force that is around us and
that's inspiring to me because we're all a part of this in a small
way."
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"To be a part of such creativity is a gift. That doesn't mean that I
don't have bad moments every day because I do. I have to have chats
with myself every day about something that has really pissed me off.
But it's about not letting that take over my day."
[July 2003, 'MSN chat']
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"Tori Amos heard the story of the Corn
Mother from her grandfather [Poppa, who she had an
immense close relationship with. She wrote 'Frog on my toe' for him,
a tribute when he died.] as a girl, during summers spent with
him in North Carolina. The love of the earth was ingrained in
her, along with an awareness that her own talents were a blessing
she could not take for granted. Her Cherokee blood is one element in
the complex weave of influences that greated Amos as she grew toward
the moment when she could begin, respectfully, to create
herself."
[An Powers, February 2005,
'Piece
by Piece']
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"Nanny and Poppa each had a full-blooded Cherokee grandparent
who was on the Eastern Cherokee tribal rolls. They were spiritually
drawn to the old ways and chose to stay on their native ground.
From the Smokies of east Tennessee to east of the Blue Rdge
Mountains in North Carolina, they settled on old Cherokee ancestral
land. They understood that this ancestral land was their sacred
spiritual source, just as the Lakota will say the Black Hills are
theirs. This is where I spent all my summers as a child."
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"Nanny grew the garden... It was tiny, but it enticed me
because of the begonias and the honeysuckle."
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"Poppa wouldn't give up on me...
- 'Focus on that tree, little 'un,' he would say. We're talking
around 1967, when I was four.
° 'Come on, Poppa, I'm hungry'. 'You almost have it. You can get
this. Feel her strength. Let her tell you her story. Now sit still
and let her play you like you play that piano.'
As I got older Poppa would push me.
° 'Can you hear the ancestors, little 'un? They are not happy
today.'
- 'No, Poppa, I can't really hear them.'
° 'Then ya just aren't listenin', are ya? Now don't you roll those
eyes at me. Yer gonna needs to know this one day.'
- 'Know what?'
° 'How to tap into a place's power spot.' He would bend down with
his hand, touching that sandy Carolina soil.
- 'What are you talking about?'
° 'Hum. Ya gotta hear the hum.' He looked straight at me as if I
were being told the most important piece of information ever.
- 'The hum?'
° 'Yes, the hum of the Great Mother. Let this sink
in. Every inch of this land has been walked on by somebody's
ancestors. That means there are events, conversations, killins',
singins', dancin'--Lord Almighty--squabblin', you name it. It has
happened. So ya decides first what ya needs to tap into. Find the
way in. Ya must hear the tone. Follow it and yer probably at a
vortex.'
- 'You believe this, Poppa?'
° 'I know this, Shug: the white man don't know.'
- 'Careful, Poppa, Dad's white.'
° 'Hmm. He's Irish-Scottish. That ain't white. They been fightin'
the white man who takes the land--takes the land till the Grim
Reaper comes up and taps the white man on hte shoulder and says, 'No
weaslin' outta this one, yer time has come.' It used to tickle your
old Poppa to see a white man turn white as a ghost.'
- 'Ok, in English.'
° 'Most people nowadays, Shug, don't see. Don't feel. Don't hear
anythin' that science can't prove. A hundred years ago people said a
man would never fly.'
- 'But he couldn't.'
° 'Yes, granddaughter. Yes, he could. He just hadn't figured out
how The Eagle Dancers knew man could fly. It was only this dimension
that the mechanics hadn't been worked out.'
- 'So now we know how to fly.'
° 'Only the physical, granddaughter, not the spiritual. Back to
your studies, and find me a vortex before lunch.'
- 'Does my hungry tum-tum count?'
° 'Nope.'"
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'We'd take walks every day, and he would communicate the way he saw
the world, which was that there was life in all things, that there
was a kind of knowing in all things. Like anyone, according to
Poppa, I'd have to retune my own receiving information system, in my
own being, to be able to hear the unique harmonics--thereby
understanding the language of the Spirit World. What I
do know is that he knew this language. I can not tell you I quite
understand how he did, but I watched with amazement as he would
communicate with nature, and he seemed to understand it--he
seemed to bask in his relationship with it. I did not have this
ability and somehow I knew I never would, but at age four I began to
feel something else. I began to feel the music inhabiting me.'
[February 2005,
'Piece
by Piece']
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"When I lived alone...
and didn’t have to answer to anybody, I had a really different
life. I’m not saying I didn’t enjoy that life. I did. But
[marriage and motherhood] is a different experience. Having a child
means that it can’t be about you all the time. But finding a
balance is key-not losing your self-respect [by being] trampled on
as a mother or a wife, and retaining your personhood within [those
roles]. Look at Mother Nature. The seas can be calm
and yet she can become a tidal wave. That’s been my greatest
teacher-the earth herself. Watching how she can hold the extremes in
both hands and bring them into balance. Now, some women relate more
to [other] aspects. You need the nurturers, [but you also] need the
warriors. You need the ones who can say, “I can give an assessment
about this without being swayed by my emotions in this moment.”
Like my sister, she’s an internist. Sometimes she has to make
pretty serious decisions and she has to keep her emotions out of it.
You need all different kinds of women to make the matriarchy."
[March/April 2005, 'Bust',
US]
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"One of the reasons I wanted...
Damien Rice to sing on The Power Of Orange Knickers and the reason I
chose orange for terrorists, not because of Guantanemo Bay, but also
William of Orange, and this is the idea of invasion. When people are
invading, they usually think they're helping. And being brought up
by my grandfather from the Eastern Cherokee nation, the English,
German, Irish, French, Spanish, European who invaded thought that
they were doing the Indians a service. We were savages and they
could not honour our spiritual beliefs. Now there is a tidal wave in
America happening underneath that, and people are turning more now
to the Native American ways."
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"They're definitely searching for a
connection to the land. With all the crisis' that have happened with
Mother Nature, she is speaking loudly, 'you must hear
me.' The Mother Revolution is already occurring and that's why in
The Beekeeper, I was really trying to target some of the dark
ominous intentions that are at work in America."
[May 2005, 'X-Press Online', Australia]
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"We look at Mother Nature...
as our teacher, all kinds of devouring essences exist, but I really
believe it's how you utilise parts of your being in your life."
[May 2005, 'X-Press Online',
Australia]
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Coils of cayenne-red hair
whip across Tori Amos's face...
"The gales here are fierce, dramatic - like theater
pieces," she says, her voice almost lost in the Cornish wind.
"Mother Nature steers this ship." Amos
throws an oversize anorak over jeans and a sweater and squelches
determinedly in gum boots across the muddy back garden to join her
husband, Mark Hawley, a sound engineer with surfer hair who's
wearing beach shorts despite the weather. He slips an arm around her
shoulders, and they gaze at a rain-lashed building site, the latest
redevelopment project on their rural property. Amos grins broadly.
"Isn't it cool?" she says.
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Cornwall allows her to "live anonymously." And there's a
certain poetic logic behind Amos's making it her home: Her songs
play with a whimsical romanticism that suits a land soaked in
mysticism. "The Cornish have that stuff imprinted in
them," she says. "Ask for directions and they may say,
'Turn left, past the fairy ring.' But they don't shake crystals at
you." More important, this place allows Amos to bring up
Natashya in an environment where she's "more aware of the
realities of nature. Tash knows that the grocery store is
dependent on what grows in a field. There's an invisible cord
between the people and the land, as the American Indians have,
" she says.
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Amos's Cherokee heritage through her maternal grandparents is a big
influence, even here, far from the U.S. Amos concedes that at times
she misses her home country. "Especially the casual
familiarity, the attitude of 'If it's not right, let's fix it.' On
this side of the Atlantic you run up against reasons why you can't
do it. But sometimes discernment is a good thing. That's why it's
good to have two points of view." The climate is another
sticking point. "I miss the warmth of Florida," she says.
"We had an exotic garden...before the hurricane."
[May 2005, 'In Style', UK]
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"I believe...
...in never approaching things halfheartedly.
...in eating good food. Life is too short not to!
...Mother Nature can be our greatest teacher.
...that stepping into a good high-heeled shoe opens a world of
possibilities."
[June 2005, 'Glamour
Magazine', US]
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"I think
on [the title track] "The Beekeeper"...
it was addressed, because the song itself speaks about loss. I was
drawn to the idea that in the bee colony, the drones are the ones
that go first. I thought that it was nature's parallel for
the loss of this man before his time. It was originally written
about my mother -- she was critical, and she flat-lined and came
back. That's the last time I saw my brother. But after his accident,
I finished [the album] with an ode to him. "Toast," the
final song on the record, I wrote on the plane coming back from the
funeral."
[March
2006, 'Rolling Stone', US]
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